ReVa'S pOeMs

I dream a dream
of peace and love
a place of love
where your arms hold me
a place of peace
where i am not broken.
I do wish for a full heart
A wish for a full soul
where we are togather
forever just us to be cared for
A place of peace
with your arms around me
a place of love
with you to protect me
I dream a dream

~Reva

I fake a smile for everyone else,
but you.
You get that one smile,
that makes the world stop.
You get that hug from me,
that makes you want to melt.
I get that hug back and think:
How am i that special
to have someone like you.
How did I, catch your eye
and get a connection like we have?
I don't know, i don't care
what they think
because i know what i mean to you
and you know what you mean to me.

I wish i was the sun
so i could burn myself.
I wish i was the grass
so i could cut myself.
I wish i was a cloud,
so i could cry all day long.
I wish i was a bird,
so i could fly away.
I wish i wasn't hurt,
so i could love.
I wish,
I wish
I wish you listen,
to know what you mean to me
I wish you didn't leave me,
because one understands.
I wish
I wish
I wish
I was dead
So i would no longer be your problem.

Never say I LOVE U
If u realy dont care.
Never talk about ur feelings
If they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand
If u r going to breah my heart.
Never say u r going to
If u dont really plan to start.
Neverlook into my eyes
If all u do is lie.
Never say hello
If what u really mean goodbye.
If u really mean forever
Then say u will try.
Never say forever
Cause forever makes me cry

The only lullaby
I like,
is the one your heart beats for me.
I hear it when I lay my head on your chest.
I hear it when you hold me tightly in a hug.
Though you have never really touched me
or held me
I can't help but think
about what it would be like.
If you were to show up here,
and hug me, and tell me you loved me
to realize your self, just how much I mean
and how less your current girl does to you.
I can call it fate,
that i freinded you off my twins freind list.
I can can call it fate,
that we talked before you knew it was I
That your freind told you about.
I can call it fate
i am that one that always cheers you up.
I can call it fate if i want to.
But i don't.
I sit, listening to a song,
trying not to get my hopes up,
to deny my feelings toward you
because your the only one who hasn't broken me,
Your the only one who has helped me back up on my feet.
Your the only one who cares,
Your the only one who listens to me
Your the only one who wants to come get me and take me away from ehre.
But, You have her.
So I am nothing more...than a toy.
And, when you see how i feel,
either you will know,
and tell m the personal reasons you want to take me out of here
Or, you will loose,
a girl that loves you for you.
a girl that loves you for who you are, not what.
a girl who loves you because you care for her
a girl who loves you because you have picked her up off her feet.
A girl that even cheers you up when your down
A girl that even cheers up when you talk to me.
I will never tell you what you mean to me....
because i don't want to be broken
because i don't want to hurt.
because i don't want to hurt you.
so my feelings will stay in my head...
you will be in my dreams
making me feel like your princess...
until a guy comes along to take your place...
that will really take me and know what i mean to him
that will tell me what i mean to him. who won't just stop talking to me...
your name starts with the 10th letter....but i won't ever say your name.
because, though i love you....you don't love me
and don't deserve my tears.

I cna't help but to
cheer up when you message me.
I can't help but to
smile at the faces you message me
I can't help but to
laugh at your jokes, even when they aren't funny.
I can't help but to
be there for you when you need me.
I ca't help but to
be there to *hug you* when you need one.
I can't help but to
*kiss back* when you *kiss me*
I can't help but to
love you.....

When will you come around and notice me?

Baby girl i am so jeolous you are so much better at poems than i am and i love writting poems. love you and your poems are very good and intuitive.

I love you mommy and thanks

Welcome baby girl

When all you want is a hug
you get the cold shoulder.
When all you want is a look that tells you someone loves you
you get a bone chilling glare.
When you want someone just to love you for you
you get someone who wants to change you.
When all you want, is someone to love, to care for you for you and to look at you like they love you....
You get an unanswered prayer.

He will never go for her,
the one with the red hair
the one with the black clothes.
He'll go for the girl...
with the whole self
who isn't afraid, to walk down the street in
shorts and a half shirt.
he won't look for the broken one
though she is the one that needs
his love most.
He sees her on the street
headphones in, to block out all the
slurs, all the words yelled at her
She wears those long sleeves and pants and boots
to protect her from the things thrown at her.
She only wishes to be protected...
Is that too much?

She looks into his eyes
to say "I Do"
everything is fine, on the outside
until a week after
her skin all colors of the rainbow
New and old bruises
from his drunken rages
she pleads with him
but he leaves with his keys, after shving her back into the corner of a wall
This time, she does not fight
This time, her eyes flutter closed,
as her last words, leave her lips
"I love you"
She loved him still, for all he did,
but she died that night, clutching a picture of him
when he came home,
he fell to his knees
wishing, she was still here
he caled 911 and drank him self to death
dying, holding her.
Knowing...She loved it when he held her

She lays there, in bed at night,
listening to him breathing asleep.
She gets up, off the bloody sheets,
and goes down to the basemnt bedroom
and showers, into clean clothes
Before going back to bed,
moving him to another bed,
to change the sheets to clean ones
befoe bringing him back and laying down.
It was then that he got loving and cuddly,
and held her as they were awake for those few hours,
before he went to sleep
and she fell asleep.
He would wake up, kiss her before leaving for work,
and she didn't move.
The beating, had killed her.
When he came home, after a class
to keep his drinking a minumin,
he foud her dead, holding onto his shirt
He died that night after drinking,
fro hsi true love's death
was all his fault