Help Me If You Can

I looked at him anger washed threw me,"I could have done something!I could have been there for him all throw my child hood ! When he at least wanted to see me I should have went!But no I had to chose to see him when I was older then God took him from me!"I now had angry tears running down my face as I cried.

I looked at her, somehow her pain hurt me and i really hated to see her crying, "And with what happened to me, i could have seen the familie members that were there before but i chose not to. i could have done somthing to save them or made and attempt but i didn't. I hid like a scared child and thought that everything would be fine." i said my voie breaking throughout, "God took them from me before i knew what i wanted. One seciond they were there then the next they were gone and all.

I looked at him,"we all have choices... some we chose to be selfish ,some we chose so we don't hurt each other and other's I don't know,"I looked away then got up,"I have to go,"I ran out and down the hall .

I nodded when she talkeda nd sighed when she got up, opening my mouth to saysomthignthen she left, i grabbed her baga nd bolted after her, ccatcching her elpow and pulling her to me, and sliding her bag on over her shoulder, "Don't forget that," i said, looking down, holding her by her arms then sliddin a sharpie out of my pocket and on her arm i wrote my number, "Call if you need me and i do not ccare if its three am." i siad, and wlked away, feelingrather hurt....

I watched him walk away before I walked out quickly,I swipped at the tears angrily as I waited ona taxi.

Hailex got maybe 5 steps away brefore he felt bad and turend and went and stood next to her, "Your ruinin your make up wiping it away like that here," he moved and cupped her face in hishands and fixed it for her, and smiled a bit, "There you go."

I looked up at him as something stirred in my stomach ... were those butterflies? "Thanks,"I whispered .

I smiled softly, my stomach flipping a bit, "Your welcome, i don't see many pretty girls in here that don't worry about that, and i thought you'd look mucch better with it fixed,"

I rolled my eyes,"I don't worry about it,"I whispered.

Ismield a bit, "I may just anyways,"

I smiled abit,"Well you shouldn't it's just make up,"I muttere.d

"Yes, but its on your face, and you have a good half hour to stand out here until a taxi will come around and you could come wait with me if you like. there are somthings here you ccan to to help you get into med scchool to bea doctor."

I sighed ad looked around,"Okay show me,"I whispered.

I smield a bit and offered a hand, "I don't want you lost in the big hospital, and now, would you like the pediatrics or the adults first?"

"Doesn't matter,"I whispered as I took his hand.

"Fine by me," iu said and held her hand in mine and walked her up to the adult ward and walked her though it

I followed him him,pressing my side into his as we walked.

I smiled a bit, liking that she was leaning on me, i then led her though the childrens ward to the nursery

I smiled as I saw the babies with some of their parents,I spotted a father holding his new bor daughter and my eyes prickled with tears.

I smiled looking over at her, "You want to go in and hold one?":

I looked at him ad nodded softly.

isiled a bit and led her inside and had her stand in a space and went and got one of hte babies, and smiled, at her, "HO:ld your arms out,"

I smiled and held my arms out.

smilend and laid the baby in her arms, then stood gainst her bacck and held hte baby under her arms, adjusting herarms to the just right postion and smiled, whisping in her ear, "Perfect."

I lead against him just abit as he held the baby with me,I smiled down at child,and when he whispered in my ear it sent shivers of delight down my spine.I smiled up at him.