"Oh you've got to be kidding me..." ((Closed))

I giggled and leaned against him as he drove, "So... How old are you really/?" I asked

"I'm old that if i tell you you'll go EWW!"

I started to laugh and through it I said, "No come on tell me."

I looked at her, "I'm over a thousand years old,"

My mouth dropped, "Wow." I whispered. "I'm involved with and older man... Kinky." I giggled

I laughed and warapped an arm around her shoudlers, "If you say so baby, it can be what you like, now don't go geting any ideas, becase we are headed to dinner," i lightly teaeed ndk sised her forehead

I smiled and closed my eyes as he drove with my head on his shoulder. "Mmmm, so how are you going to re-teach me how to love?" I asked him

I sighed and shrugged, knwoing the construction was alreadty begnning after they took out all her htings and dwmolished hte old house, "I don't know, i didn't think you can t4each love,"

I sighed, "Well you said you'd reteach me." I whispered. I felt so bad that I just didn't know hpw to start feeling again

"I will baby, i promise, what do you feel? Do you feel the happiness or the sadness first?"

"Well..." I sighed. "When I'm with you my mood just changing dramatically. Like if in happy sometimes I'll be sad because I miss... Him and think if him. When I'm sad and stuff you make me better. But I always get mad when people treat me like I'm some sort of charity case. Like how people always go out of their way to do something nice for me or something. I don't know it just makes me feel even worse and more guilty. That's why I freaked about that car." I said softly

I noddeand hugged her to my side tightly, then oyu have those hapieness emotions accsiated with me already, and the pleasure ones, now, all we gotta do is get you to feel both, at the max state at the same timeqq

I nodded. "Yeah..." I clung to him and sighed. "What if I'm condemned to a life without love?" I asked him scared. "My Only love that glance past my looks was killed... And technically you're dead." I said to him

I looked at her, "Undead, baby, and i dont' think aso,"

I sighed. "Yeah, undead." I shifted a bit in his arm and said "I just need to be happy again." I kept my eyes closed and listened to the wind rushing around the car

i nodded, "Baby, do i make you happy?"

I pondered his question for a moment, "I think so... I haven't been happy in such a long time it's hard to tell. But I feel warm and tingly inside when I with you." I said. "And kind of bubbly. like champagne."

I smiled down at her, "That is a good sign, that means happiness, i know when i love eomeone they make me feel warm and tingely and bubly like chamage," i said, quoting her, " and when you loved your ex how id he make you feel?'

I giggled at him quoting me and then I said, "Like... Nothing else mattered to me as long as I knew I'd Be in his arms. Like the biblical apocalypse wouldnt even pull my mind off him." I said softly. "And I'd never ever want to leave his side not even to go to the bathroom."

I nodded, "Think of those feelinging, close your eyes and imagine feeling them again,"

I did as he said and I smiled a bit at the memories I was getting of myself and Jake. God I loved him so much. I kept thinking about them and trying to remember the feelings but whenever they got close they'd slip away. I tried a bit harder and kelt at it

Face a wall with a door on it, imagein this all in your head, your feeling those feelings,"

I nodded and did what he said, "Now what?" I asked him softly.

Open that door, see your arm reaching for it, turn the knob and who do you see?"

I let my mind do it. "I don't." I whispered. "There's just a bright light and there's no one there." I said through closed eyes