But....Your my roommate....

I mseild nadk issed back

I pulled back, "You;re so beautiful."

I smiled, "YOur prettier,'

I blushed, "Naw..." Then I sat straight up in bed. "Ohmygod!" I ran into the bathroom and pulled out two pregnancy tests. "I have to do these today!"

I smiled, "Careful, dear,"

I smiled and ignored her warning, tearing open the packages. I inhaled and did the tests, pacing around the bathroom awaiting the results

i smiled and got up and took her into my arms, "relax,"

I began to tremble, "I can't. I'm scared." I whispered as I sat in her lap

I held her on my lap, kssing her neck, "Relax, or i will give you a trueblood treatment," i smield, that one i hadn't done ever with her

I smiled a bit and was about to ask what that was when I heard the tests beep. Instantly I was up and staring down at the negative tests. My heart sank and my eyes flooded with mass amounts of tears as I slammed them in the trashcan and I walked back out to Destiny, crying like I was a baby myself

I pulled her onto my lap and held her, laying back with her cuddeled to me, i dind't say anything, but wasn't it a little soon? I pushed the questions to the back of my mind and held her, smooking hair out of her face, hwispering that she'd be alright. i dnid't wanther crying hard enough she'd throw up, so i was trying to calm her down,

I sniffled and said, "Destiny I... I have to have more men." I whispered. "Gag straight whatever, I need to sleep with more men." I whispered as I cried

I nodded, "I know baby, but you ever think of invetro? Use a guy you know, like your guy freind,"

((What's that?))

((invetro? its is a process by which egg cells are fertilised by sperm outside the body like in a petri dish then the egg is put back into the mother))

((I thought so but wasn't positive))

"No!" I said shaking my head. "I want to get pregnant the natural way. And besides I don't have the money for it. I just need to sleep with men who I know come really easily." I said wiping my eyes and getting off her lap. "I need to make sone calls." I whispered, my voice breaking as I walked over to the phone that was in the kitchen

(yeah i am a nerd on that kinda thing))

I folllwed and caught her and pulld her in tothe bathroom to wipe her face, "Not when your crying,"

I shook my head and pulled out of her arms. Something about me just didn't want to be touched right now. I pulled myself together and forced a smile, "See? All better." I said normally and I turned from her and walked back to the kitchen phone

I simled and grabbed a rag and i cleanedup her face a bit before letting her be

I started calling guys at our school. I had two guys I was meeting today, three tomorrow, and three the next day. I wasn't going to fit school in anywhere... Hell Ill blow it off. I walked back into Des. "Hey Des, I gotta go..." I sighed and hugged her. "I'll be back... Whenever I'm back I guess." I said softly and then I ket her go, said good morning to Jack and Damien then it hit me. Jack=boy=sperm=friend=gay=meaningless sex... I looked at him and my thoughts lingered on it for a mometn

i nodded and Jack and Damien came over and hugged me jack looked at her, 'I don't like that look,"

I sighed and put my head in my hands. "Guys... Can I have a minute with Jack? Alone please?" I asked them, not looking at them

I nodded, "Come on D," i said and pulled him into my bedroom.

J:I looked at her, "What do yuo need?"

I looked up at him, with tear filled eyes and I said, "It's not working J." I said through a breaking voice

I walked over and hugged her, "It will, honey, it will, di you take tests today? how long ago was the first time yuo were trying"