"Oh you've got to be kidding me..." ((Closed))

It was my turn to bite my lip, I looked at her face, memorizing its fetures as she laid on me, my body, memorizing where hers was like it always did, "For one, your not messed or emotional, and your not weak," i toeld her, "And i do not know, why, I honestly cccan't tell you, there is jsut somthing there, that keeps me wanting ot come bacck to you. No matter what happens, or whatgoes on, i fust feel that i can't leave you on your own, even if somehtiner were to happen and you hated me for the rest of your life and wanted to kill me, i would still be near by, not unseeabvle to you, and be ther to protect you."

I Smiked softy and nuzzled closely to him. With no intention of moving my body away from his. "Well I'm glad and blessed to have you in my life." I said softly and then asked bravely, "Raze are you happy?"

I smiled nad held her, never wanting it to end as i listened to her speak. i kissed her softly first off, "I am more then happy, Ophelia, are you happy?" i asked then added as well, "And, baby girl, i am more then blessed to have such a wonderful woman in my life that i love verry much"

I blushed around him all the time and this was one pf those times. I stared up at him and giggled before I nodded. "Yes Raze." I said and kissed his chest. "I am happier than I have been in so many years." I told him

I smiled nad ksised her softly, "I am so glad," i whipered softly to her and smiled a little, "But i can say one thing, i love you, more thenis imageinable," i sad looking athte cclock, i sighed depely hodling her "We have two hours,"

I cuddled up closely to him and pulled the blankets up over my shoulders a but, shivering because of his cool body. I then looked up at him, "Do you remember when you had me tell you about the night you bit me from my perspective?" I asked him coming up with an idea.

I nodded, "Yes, and i told you it from my perspective. Why? what are you thinking about baby girl"?

I giggled, "Tell me about our first time making love, and how we met." I said smiling. "Obviously the how we met part first." I said and stared up at him, seeing him in his perfection with the tatoo beside his left eye made me smile gently.

I nodded and smiled at her, "Okay, but first, How we met which time?"

"The very first time and the time when you first took me home. I know it's a lot, but I'm in the story hearing mood." I smiled and continued to stare at him

I simled, "Give me a second," i said and kissed her soflt as i thought bacck

I nodded and watched him as I bit my lip lightly

I smiled at her and took a breath, "You really woudln't look at me and your hair was brided back and you were in a pink summer dress,"

I bit my lip and smiled, "Go on love." I urdged him on

"I will say yuo smelled like violets, and i went to pick yuo up to take yuo to the car and yo uwere as squirmy as ever until i got you buckeled in, almost dropped you a few times,"

((grg in 10))

I giggled, "Well what did you expect? I was out like a light." I told him and ran a hand through my hair

"I did get you bucckrled and you fell asleep a half hour after that, i had you watcchign a DVD."

"Wierd... I don't remember any of this." I tried to remember it but I didn't. "Is ashame I was so young, I Wouldve liked to remember it." I said and then curled into his arms with my one Meg draped over his body

I smiled, "its alright, you were young, and i understand. Well, after i got home i ccarried you quickly up and into a hilds bed in that same room, and you slept all day and night, but ddi crawl in with me somewhere along that line after shaking me saying you had nightmares about some pink bunny coming ot eat you. and i fed you the next morning and we basically played all morning and afternoon and it was like that everyday till you were taken away. It was the same with your sister, though she dind't crawl in with me she slept soundly o her own," i said and as i had spoken i had rested my arm aruond her and my other on her leg, rubbing her lower leg up and down as i talked.

I smiled as he spoke and had tears in my eyes. "That I remember." I whispered. "Saying goodbye..." I said and burried my face in his side. "I remember crying and holding onto your leg... And I called you daddy." I whispered again and bit the inside of lip trying to keep it together

I nodded, "Yeah, one the hardest things i have ever done was pull you off my leg, tak you to the car and ksised your forehead and buckel you ina nd go inside before i had my own tears falling down my cheeks

My lips were quivering and my eyes were flooding with tears that I refused to let spill over. I stared at him and my breathing sounded like I was crying and so I wrapped my arms tightly around him and kissed his side. "Know that I never wanted to say goodbye. And know that it's never going to be so bad between us where I'd ever want to leave you."

I nodded and held her, holding her tightly to me, "I know you dind't, baby girl, and even if things to get that bad, i won't leave you, I can't."

"Why can't you?" I asked him softly as I made myself clear the for ing tears away. My body didn't want to move from his and his cool skin was the perfect antidote for my sweaty body.

I smiled a bit at her, "I jsut can't leave you,"