"Oh you've got to be kidding me..." ((Closed))

I held her, movnig her head so it rested against my neck and held her smiling

Tears edged at the corner of my eyes, "I love you with everything I have." I said softly and I burried my face in the corner of his neck

I held her, "YOu my everyhting,"

I nodded, "Do you need my permission in order to change me?"

I looked down at her, "Yes," he told her, she was his everything, and he never wanted to loose her

"Why?" I asked him

"Becasue i want to make sure you ready,"

I nodded, "I'm asking because I do not want to be forever unchanging. I want to move forwards... But sadly that means two miserable things are coming." I sighed

I looked softly down at her, "WHat two misrable things?"

"One I'll age and become an old lady and my looks will be go therefore sending me into a depression, two when I die... You'll be living a life without me and the thought of you loving someone else is..." my voice began to break. "It's....:

I pulled her to look at me, "I would die with you, if you died, Ophelia, i would. YOur my everything, I dont know how to describe it, so here," i slid headphones on her and had her listen to Everyhting by lifehouse. I couldn't put it in words, but they did perfectly

[url=Everything BY Lifehouse]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjDojEOiMcE[/url]

CLICK FOR THE SONG

((Aw that soing;s so pretty))

I pulled the headphones off after it was over and I stared at him, straight into his eyes, my own eyes full of tears. I just stared at him sliently as tears spilt over

I pulled her over and tiightly to me, "Don't even ask me if i mean it, i do, with everyhting,"

I began to cry in his arms, "Oh god Raze, I don;t ever want to live a day without you." I whispered through intense sobs

I held her tightly, my own bloody tears funing slowly down my cheeks as i held her, i laid my head against her neck holding her, "YOu won't, I prmise you that," in a second, he wasa gone with her in hsi arm and they were laying on a couch in the star room like one of the first nights, ((right Rp right?? if not say balcony that he's out on with her)) and held her, "Look at he moon, baby," he told her soflty, hodling her tightly, it was blood moon, dark red, meaning that soething supernatural was happening, and to him, it meant super supernatural Love

((Lol yes correct RP))

I was crying still as I looked at the moon, but I gazed at it and it made me get and eerie feeling inside me. I shivered and trembled a bit as I cried. "Yes I remember." I whispered through sobs, "I could never forge." I whispered again and held him tightly. Feeling brave enough my still shedding harsh tearsI looked up at him and saw him shedding his own bloody tears. I re he'd a hand up laid it on his cheek using my thumb to wip away some tears.

((okay, i did something right for once.))

I asmiled down at her and leaned into her hand a bit, holding her tightly against me. I could hold her forever and i was planning to. I grabbed a blanekt and wrapped it around her back and held her tightly aginst me with it, it was rather cool in the room, and as the mooon rose jsut a bit higher, it ingulfed us in the pale red light

I didn't smile back at him. I was still too upset. I never realized that with every moment I was living, I was never going to get back. I was eventually going to die... And be without Raze. In the blanket I snuggled closer to him whenthe light shone done on us in red. I was staring up at the moon when I finally said something through a breaking voice, "Raze I want you to promise me something."

I lookeddown at her, "I will promise you anyhting," he said to her. holding her tightly. for somereason he still was set on the idea of having her forever, he still needed to ask he about him changing her.

I kept staring up at the moon as my lips parted to speak, "When I die... I don't want you to do anything stupid to get yourself killed. Promise me that you won't." I said with tears swelling in my eyes once again.

((this is like new moon out of the tiwlight saga lol))

I looked down at her, tears invading my eyes again. I nodded slowly and rested my head dwon on hers, "I promise, but i have one question in return,"

"A question or a promise?" I whispered holding him tightly and staring back at him again, kiss his chest softly.

((Lol Eeeeeeeew!))

((i know, twilght sucks compared to anyhing expecially true blood ))

"A question," he answered, hodling her as tight as he could with out hurting her, "I wanted to know, if you would let me change you, so you would be like me, then you woudnt have to live a day with out me,"

I nodded understandingly and then gazed back up at him. "I know that... But Raze I told you upstairs... I don't want to be frozen. I want to live and not be hungry for blood every three seconds." I said softly. "I eventually want to go to college and just..." I shrugged. "I'm so sorry." I whispered and then wrapped my arms around his neck

((HELL YEAH! Btw I gtg I'll brb asap.))

((okay i will be here. i am not doing anything)

He nodded, holding her tighter, "its alright, baby, i was jsut making sure," he said softly to her, "And that is your choice not mine to make." he told her, thigns going though his head. even though he had promised her, he wasn't focused on keeping it. he knew she was his everyhting, he knew that she was his soul and with out her his soul would shatter and he woudln't want to do anything. he was intent on telling her she wouldn't be thirsy all the time, was thinking about showing her the pictrues he had taken of him. He aged a day for each year, or something like that. so she wans't really goign to be frozen. But he dind't say anything, he jsut whispered with everyhting "I love you." to her as he held her under the BLood moon.